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             She stares up at the ceiling...Laying on a bed that is adjacent to her own...Dull void thoughts enter her mind, and she stares longingly into the vast night with dry eyes. Eyes that feel pain, and eyes that hurt with such sorrow...Never knowing what the future will bring. Wanting to know so much, given so little to go off of, and having no inclination of how things could be...should be...would be...will never be... Why was she never given any answers about this, of the things that were to come in this point of her life...Why is there no one to guide her through this, and why do They ignore her requests? Never did she think ,tha

Darkness Falls Cool shadows cast upon my skin I hear it call It beckons me again, It's not the end And I don't know What it wants from me And suddenly I fall below Trapped by it again, its got me penned I'm running forever Trying to escape it And I still wonder Will I still make it I'm trying to flee it Memories of my past Forever escaping Will this forver last Here I am Crawling through unfamiliar terrain Its such a a shame You're driving me insane You come again And I don't know What you want from me, and suddenly I fall below Trapped by you again, You've got me penned I'm running forever trying to escape you

I lost you long ago You were stolen, ripped away from me The only truth you've ever known I was shot straight down to misery I've missed you for so long Words have no meaning to what I feel All along, when you've been gone(I've been) Craving the light to heal Wash it all away This pain I feel within Wash it all away I wanna start over again Where did you go, And where have you been? I've been lost without you Where do I begin? Are you really here Am I just being tricked by my own brain My soul speaks of deliverance I feel at home again Don't leave me here alone Stay here one with me My heart you'll always own... This c

I want to feel something for you But you can't force something That's non-existant I used to feel for you But now Something in me's resistant Pull on my heart strong I want to feel you flow Through all my chambers But I'll agree it's wrong To fool your heart to know Emotions forced to cure...

Oh how you enchant me With your soulful gaze I've never seen anyone look here in the way you do Your prescence warms me up And heats me from the inside out I'll never freeze of loneliness as long as you're around You embody All I've contrived In what I seek to be Someone to match what is me Why are you so beautiful? Show me how it is to be What you are I want to be like you You're my image of perfection The one I've been looking for I want it to be possible To see through your perspective...

You're that itch i can't seem to scratch You're that bad tast left in my mouth after I consume something rather foul You're the pain I get in my side When I try to outrun you You catch my good dreams And nightmares are the only thing That they're turned into Disappear Just leave me be Go away I don't wanna hear it Anymore

Meet me on the other side I'll be waiting for you There arent any rules In which to abide This destination Guaranteed you'll come unglued Your inhibitions Burned away by your pride Of knowing What you are And what you do to me Your power So strong You fuel me with your energy You give me extra life We're one in the same I've found who I need Your the piece that I've missed From my search along the way So... Fly to me, Reach for my hand I won't drop you from my grasp We'll connect Not like other's before US Come up here with me Guaranteed you're free of all regrets And discover all the parts of you That have crave

Your lack of affection Arrests our connection And I've tried so hard to get to you It's all a deception An ideal reflection Of someone, I've tried so hard to get into I'm strung along Waiting for something to start It feels so wrong But from you, I don't wanna be apart You better make your move, shy boy before you lose your chance and then you glance as I walk through that door Improve your ways, playboy It's all a game to you you've got me fooled and I don't wanna try this anymore I look in the mirror And I can view the fear That you Can see Inside my eyes A little insincere Is how you seem to appear And I'm The

All my life I knew something was gone Missing, only causing pain into My vacant heart empty for so long Don't you see the mess you could undo? All the pain's been drawn... Only by your showing through... Just when I though I was wrong, For seeking something that I never knew... You You showed me Revealed to me What it feels like to True Truely know it What it feels like Being free from agony... It's so amazing, just to see The impact one person can make On your heart On your mind Honestly... I hope this isn't all a mistake... Just to be near you, You're my only remedy For this pain I've been put through You cure thi